I Have Failed

So dark the fate that awaits me

I have seen, so much I was blind

Holds in my heart to never set free

So much for a truth I never wanted to find

And now, I seek no happiness

I seek no power over that heart of yours

I just wanted to escape that emptiness

I want my death, break through hell's doors

Pain and agony, in my heart fill and form

Aches so much, demolishes all what is dear

Broken and shattered,lost within the storm

Being burned alive, must be better than here

Weightless the trouble of the universe against mine

So twisted and lifeless the path,wrecked and derailed

Opposing my existence, world, reasons and misfortune align

Take me away Lord, I have failed