Chasing Thoughts Of You..........

Sleepless I lay until the dark would hide in fear of light,

dreaming as I stare at the daring rays filling the room.

Captive of thoughts that seem to keep your face in my sight,

I know those are illusions, but they make happiness bloom.

Am I going through it again? Or is it merely attempts to revive my heart?

Long that I had faith in my own reason, but now I doubt what I feel,

answers that would reveal those secrets, the universe will never impart,

maybe that is my fate, to remain torn within the mays and the real.

for a dream , I do not wish to walk the roads of hurt,

but the path leads me back here, what am I then to do?

again as the sun sets, I find myself to that state revert,

and I would outlast the night, chasing thoughts of you.